The Doc in the Asylum

I'm really in the Spooky season feeling right now and I cannot wait to see where the Halloween feels take me when it comes to blogging and my mind this month, especially considering how my mind is working at the moment. Today was a sign of my brain, I think you can see just how much I NEED some time to rest my mind, I could do with a sedative and some time away... 
Maybe a trip to the Halloween ward in the Horror Asylum... 

The Nurses are a little creepy looking - thanks to ORPHIC at the new round of Camp Syndicate, by Second Life Syndicate - but the Doctors seem to know exactly what they are doing and always willing to give me just the right dose of whichever poison will take the edge off the pain... The doc looks a little scary but she's full of love, it's a painful love but it's there... Somewhere!

What is she wearing;
Hat: ANTINATURAL[+] - Doctor Crow Gacha Item in Doctor Hat BLACK (No Longer Available!)
Hair: [monso] - Agrea Hair in Black & Red
Blood Make-Up: [POUT!] - Painful Love make up & Eyes (No Longer Available!)
Face Paint: Fallen Gods Inc - Itchi's Face  (Available until November 8th at Camp Syndicate)
Neck Wound: WarPaint - Carnifico Neck Wound (Available until November 1st at FLF-o-ween)
Choker: Violetility - Stethoscope Collar
Top: ERSCH - Anphise Top (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Pants: ERSCH - Anphise Pants (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Bag & Syringe: [CABALPIER] - Mad Doctor's Equipment
Pose: piXit - Twizsted, Pose F1
Nurse Costumes: ORPHIC - Nurse (Available until November 8th at Camp Syndicate)
Bottles & Decor: LORE - Potion Flacon in Boo (Available until November 1st at FLF-o-ween), [NoRush] - Poisons, MadPea - Captain Burbridge's Booty in Headcrusher & Ministry - Cocaine Needle (No Longer Available!)
Cart: LEMME - New 20's Trolley Table in Glass (No Longer Available!)
Backdrop: FNY: Designs - The Horror Asylumn Backdrop

Candlelight in the Dark

I'm a Monster sometimes... I try to be a good girl but that doesn't always get me to where I want to be in times of trouble, and frankly at the moment I'm done being the good girl. I want to see if the Monsters in me can have a little fun, it's Spooky Season after all, and when else is a better time to let them out to play. I think they've been cooped up far too long and NEED a little release... 

I had no idea which monster would come out the moment I opened up the doors, and when this monstrous looking vampiric, demon, coming through the gate I wasn't in the least surprised. I know that she is just the personification of the tired and broken ol' me at the moment... She's dark and evil looking, but she's brought a lot of candle light to try and bring in a little lightness from the dark... The wax melting on her skin does not cause her any pain, showing how much the living dead being is too full of pain already... 

What is she wearing;
Head Candles: Petrichor - Candle Crown in Snow
Hair: Sintiklia - Hair Yon in Naturals
Head & Skin: BeSpoke - Ghoul Nyx
Shoulder & Hand Candles: Static - Wax Witch in Natural
Wings: Quills & Curiosities - Infernal Wings
Chest Candles: [CerberusXing] - Scorching Sin
Under Corset & Tiara: V/.VoluptasVirtualis - FOLIA Corset & Tiara (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Corset, Cuffs & Collar: Static - Needle's Embrace (Available until October 27th at Anthem)
Left Hand: rvn - Wicked Finger (Available until October 27th at Anthem)
Pose: piXit - Twizsted, Pose F1
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Cursed Entrance Backdrop

Water Balloon War Zone!

It might be spooky season, but we still have a lot to do to prepare for the festivities... Blood baths are being filled, weapons are being sharpened, costumes are being steamed and there are things being pulled out of storage boxes for all of the crazy, colourful characters that may pass through this way at any given time... 
We're taking a peek behind the scenes at the Circus for a moment today... They have been setting up the dunk tank, and there are some crazy little characters that are reportedly causing chaos... 

Normally at the circus it's the crazy clowns that are the ones causing the chaos, but today it seems like they have some little intruders that are doing that for them... All the clowns were doing was filling the water balloons, prepping it and the balls ready for the dunk tank and then the water balloons took a turn in a different direction... There were some little Capibara Waterballoons - from MishMish - amongst the regular balloons, and those little beasties are chaosmongers! Let the Water Balloon battle commence LOL... 

What is in the photo;
Pants: Infinity - Love Summer in GREEN (No Longer Available!)
Socks: miss chelsea - Enid Legwarmers Colour Pack 3
Boots: DRD- Clown Boots in Green
Pose: piXit - Y-foo #2, Pose 1
Pet Balloons: MishMish - Capibara Waterballoons
Water Balloons: peaches - Let's Play! Water Balloon Fight (No Longer Available!)
Tennis Balls: K&S - Tennis court. Arena Prop
Other Balloons: hive - Bold Floor Balloons & Grouped Balloons
Dunk Tank: Static - Prop Hunt H2020 in 14 Dunk Tank Prop
Puddles: NOMAD - Puddle BONUS
Tent: Remarkable Oblivion - Circus Rot Gacha Item in Two Top Tent (No Longer Available!) 

Pumpkins for Autumn

I'm a little late starting my month of October off... The reason is that I've had my dad over for a visit for a few days, and it's a chaotic whirlwind of keeping him busy. I love Dad, he's been a rock since I was a little kid and although there have been a lot of shake-ups recently, and I do, sadly, view things differently than before I'm trying to keep the family together and without any issues... So naturally, now I'm exhausted and need a few days off, just in time to go back to work tomorrow! YAY!!! 
I do have one moment of peace this afternoon and so I'm heading out to get something very important for the month sorted... I'm off out to the pumpkin patch... 

It's now pumpkin season... It's also spooky season... I'm ready for both and looking forward to getting my scary on, but for now I NEED to make sure that I have the most important decorative item ready... How many do you think Hell will consider to be too many though? Do you think he'd let me leave with the "Biggest in the Patch" pumpkin - part of a set from Simply Shelby - or will I have to settle for a smaller one that I found "Among the Vines" - which is part of a pose set from -Extra- - it's such a hard choice to make and I am wondering if there would be a problem with me taking too many... Worst case scenario there will be pumpkin soup for dinner for a while LOL... 

What is she wearing;
Hat & Hair: Magika - Darkness Falls
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Dirty Layer: Izzie's - Face & Body Dirt
Outfit: Apricot Paws - Quaks Overalls & Shirt (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Belt: Opifex - Alys Belt (Available until October 20th at Engine Room)
Pose & Pumpkin: -Extra- - Among the Vines, Pose 4
Giant Pumpkin: Simply Shelby - Biggest in the Patch Pumpkin Set in County Fair Pumpkin Orange Bright
Pumpkin Basket: BROKEN ARROWS - Pumpkin Farm in Colorful Pumpkin Basket
Pumpkin Flowers: {vespertine} - Pumpkin Potted Chrysanthemums
Farm Stand & Sign: Simply Shelby - Pumpkin Farm Stand & Pumpkin Farm Sign
Other Pumpkins: Nutmeg - Pumpkins and Leaves
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Country Pumpkin Patch {360} Backdrop

Tombstone Teases; A Little Smutbound Adventure!

Right... I'll admit it... I'm going to own up to it, and say I'm in a damn reading slump and I'm stuck... I don't know if it's the situation that life has thrust me into since I lost Mum, or if it's the book I'm currently trying to wage my way through - although normally I LOVE this author I just cannot seem to get on with this new series - or something else entirely... I mean I have a cold now, that's not helping, but I'm finding it SO HARD to get into reading. I'll end up doom scrolling, which is the reason I started to read more in the first place... WHAT CAN I DO?! 

I'm a smut loving girl... I guess it's all I seem to delve into, in many many different variations on the theme, but maybe that's it. Maybe I've gotten over the idea of being forced into something by a masked/mafia/unaliver type man... Maybe I NEED something different, but then even Morning Glory Milking Farm didn't seem to help?! As we're getting towards Spooky Season, I HAVE Halloween themed smut lined up and waiting, and I am excited about it, but I NEED to get through this book first... Someone help me?! Someone come read Nolan's parts aloud and let me "feel" his thoughts... Please?
I'm taking a break from life today, I'm going to curl up somewhere and get through this book, but if anyone happens to catch one of those Monster's Favourite Breeding Toy Smutbound buddies - a Lewd Station release from Snuggle&Co - I'm going to be reading in the Autumn Reverie - a backdrop from Synnergy.Tavis - cemetery's Tombstone Tease - by Krescendo - where I can hopefully find some spooky kinky inspiration! 

What is she wearing;
Bubble: everfaery - Thot Bubbles
Hair: Magika - May (Past Group Gift)
Glasses: random.Matter - Axen Glasses in Silver Clear
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Tentacle Marks: Axix - Tentacle Body Marks in Fresh
Top: miss chelsea - Meli Set in Top
Pants: miss chelsea - Meli Set in Pants
Pose & Book Prop:  FOXCITY -  Loreling, Pose 3m
Book Tentacles: [Cubic Cherry] - {Tentacles Army}
Plush Books: Snuggle&Co.  - Smutbound Gacha Items (Available until October 15th at Lewd Station) 
Candle Tombstones: [Krescendo] - Tombstone Tease
Ropes: Short Leash - Playtime Toys in Rope DUO
Gun: Reve Obscura - Gun (No Longer Available!)
Hat: SN - Cowboy Hat in Teeth (No Longer Available!)
Other Tombstones: [Bad Unicorn] - Ghoulish Graves
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Autumn Reverie{360} Backdrop

All Of The Zodiac Signs...

Horrible perk about working the with public number... Ummmm I don't know, 175?? The ability to catch each and every cold that comes in the front door of the shop, bonus points that I'm working in tourism so therefore have access to more and more germs than those people who have a job in an office perhaps! 
That perk leads to me potentially having overdosed myself on paracetamol, so my brina goes into a spin and the resulting picture that comes out of Second Life is... Random... 

I often thought to myself, I've done all different kinds of fae, but I wonder what others are out there in the dark... Today when I stumbled into Fairy Land - which is the backdrop from The Bearded Guy by the way - it may have been the effects of the paracetamol, or the fact that last night was a full moon, but I bumped into a Fae that was the walking, breathing, living definition of all of the Zodiac in a modern, crazy wrapper... LOL... 
She brought Water as Aquarius and Crabby Beer as Cancer. Bedecked with bones of the Fish as Pisces, and a necklace featuring a Scorpion as Scorpio. A Goat Skull on her finger for Capricorn, Glasses that were the Scales of Libra and Twin, Gemini, Halos on her horns of Aries and Taurus. Whilst even her maiden Virgo Hair, and Leo Jacket (that's the name of the jacket I was stuck and being creative LOL) couldn't hide the visit she'd had from the Sagittarian Archers Arrows... All the while the stars on her dress and wings represented the heavenly body she was... 
I couldn't help but smile at the randomness... I love the things the mind can conjure up! 

What is she wearing;
Halos: Doe - Saturna in Spinning Twin Halos
Horns: Violetility - Aries & Taurus Horns
Hair: DOUX - Virgo hairstyle
Glasses: Violetility - Libra Glasses (Available until October 18th at The Warehouse)
Mouthie: [Salem] - Skelly Fish in Silver (No Longer Available!)
Necklace: AsteroidBox - Scorpion Chains
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Wings: Static - Glimmora Wings
Chest & Head Wound: lock&tuft - arrows
Jacket: Pseudo - Leo Leather Jacket in Black
Water: hive - Spring Water
Beer: Junk Food - Crabby Apple Bottle
Ring: Schadenfreude - Goat Skull Ring
Dress: Psycho Barbie - Starfall Dress
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Starstuff
Pose: [piXit] - Y-foo #2, Pose3
Backdrop: The Bearded Guy - Fairy Land Backdrop

Rock On To Feel Better!

One of those bad days for me, I'm really trying to keep things together but it seems like days when I'm off work and home alone are the worst kinda days. My Dad will be coming to visit soon, and I'm happy to have him here but at the same time I'm kinda scared about how things will pan out having him and not mum around... I just need a way to switch off right now... I'm going to put some music on and try to rest my messy brain... Nothing to do but put on a little heavy metal and dance around like no one is watching... 

I'm missing live music, I'm missing the chance to let my hair down but the last time I was at a concert it was pretty painful and I'm not sure I'm ready for that yet... So I'll just find myself a little bar some place dark and evil and grab myself a little drink so the music can really take a hold... 
Sometimes you gotta let the monster out to make you feel better, right?

What is she wearing;
Hair: Wasabi - Moondae Hair in Offbeat
Horns: Dazed - Lucy Demon Horns (No Longer Available!)
Head Scar: Samia - Ember
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Right Eye: rotten - Devilish Eyes in Inhuman
Choker: Livid - Deathrock Cross Collar (No Longer Available!)
Gloves: Psycho Barbie - Decay Gloves
Guitar: Mug - Punky Girl Gacha Item in #17 Electric Guitar Black
Shirt: AsteroidBox - Lucy Shirt (Available until October 15th at Lewd Station) 
Bracelets: Kibitz - Jelly Bangles
Skirt: Mug - Punky Girl Gacha Item in #18 Pleated Skirt Yellow
Pose: piXit - River, Pose 6
Backdrop: blaink. - Devils Bar V2