Been feeling a little bit strange lately, but I guess at the moment it's kinda a on going thing with me to feel like this. Not going into any specifics but I'm not feeling like my bubbly effervescent self at the moment either. Thinking too much and drawing back into my own personal little world, full of weird and wonderful characters, I just want to hide and never come out!!!
While I'm hiding in my own little world though maybe I'll get on with something productive as I have lots of pretty, but kinda weird, pictures that these characters in my head are creating...
Today I'm in full on hide mode though, and even the light is blinding me... I guess it doesn't help that I feel so scarred but also maybe that I have an extra eye hehe...
This picture was meant initially to be about the jewellery but as per usual with me it became something else entirely, though I will take a few moments just to say LOOK AT THESE ADORABLE RINGS... These Eye See Everything Rings are a release from Ama at the Mesh Body Addicts Fair which closes it's doors on August 21st - don't worry you still have time to get them...
What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Margarita in Redheads (Available until August 23rd at UBER)
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Eyes: CUREMORE - Scar Tissue Gacha Items in Allergic Eyes
Wound: CURELESS - Curse of Cain
Lip Blood: Izzie's - Bloody Tears & Lips
Rings: Ama - Eye See Everything Rings (Available until August 21st at The Mesh Body Addicts Fair)
Pose: Image Essentials - Feminine Touch 6
Last night there was a massive power outtage through large parts of Holland. This causes a few issues in our RL house due to HellBone needing to plug himself in to recharge over night, and therefore because he couldn't sleep, I couldn't sleep... So I was awake at 4am, and bumbling around in the dark to leave the house at 7am for work. When I got to work, our electronic keycard system was down and there was no other way into the office so I had to assist in a break-in just so that I could work LOL... What was I thinking? Why did I not do as others do and not turn around and go home?
Because I'm Wonder Woman, that's Why!!!
I've never really associated with Wonder Woman... I don't know why... Whenever I thought of Female Superheros she just slips to the back of my mind, but this morning after everything that I've been through, I cannot resist showing you a Rudhified Wonder Woman!
The top I'm wearing is something that I fell in love with... I wasn't actually sure about the colour - I've never been a fan of purple - but I loved the graphic and so purple it was... The Gia Ripped Shirt Piece Tops come in various colours and designs from Ascend at the latest round of Mesh Body Addicts. It matches so well with these Viynl "Nara" Shorts and the simple "Insane" "Bitch" jewellery that I decided to wear with it from Kibitz. Then as a finishing touch and a nod to the superhero me, I accessorised with a pair of Super Glasses from Lost Junction... Voila... WonderRudh!
All I needed was a city to protect - since I'm not very good at stopping people breaking into places in RL - and the city scene that is POTETO Tokyo was perfect!
To action WonderRudh, the RL me needs waking up!
What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Ari in Reds (worn with Bang Collection VIP Group Gift)
Glasses: Lost Junction - Super Glasses in Larvan
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2
Collar: Kibitz - Leather Collar in Insane
Necklace: Kibitz - Bitch Jewelry Set in Necklace (Past Bish Box Release)
Top: Ascend - Gia Ripped Shirt Piece in Purple (Available until January 31st at Mesh Body Addicts)
Shorts: Vinyl - Nara Shaper in Grey
Boots: REIGN - Mishi Thigh High Boots in Gray
Pose: Image Essentials - Heaven 2 (Available until January 31st at Designer Showcase)
The weekend is a good time to wake up slowly, drink a few cups of coffee and then perhaps spend a good few hours taking some pretty pictures and wasting a day lol... That's definitely my Sunday routine but this weekend I want a day of nothing-much-ness and I plan to do that by spending my time with my SL camera.
Give me five minutes in my gorgeous little office to make sure my camera is all set up and ready to rock and roll...
I love this new pose from Come Soon by the way. It's called My Lens and it's available now at The Chapter Four until August 31st. As per usual, the Come Soon Poses come with a full scene or the pose on it's own, and as nice as the scene is I had to use this particular pose in my office! It was too much of a temptation to resist. I spend time here working on blogging stuff, working on Gator stuff, and in fact working on anything that I have to work on too LOL... It's my quiet place to get things done in. I'm not gonna list all of my little knick-knacks but if you want to know something in particular please do ask me... I have been good and listed all the big furniture pieces though...
This is the most relaxed outfit I will be wearing today too I'm sure, have a lot of crazy photo ideas that need to be put into place and none of them require me to look comfortable...Guess I should enjoy the comfortable but adorable Frayed Denim Shorts from Mon Cheri, the overly huge sweater from WONDERLOST and the super cute Celie Sneakers from FLG while I can hehe...
Fact you know what, before I do anymore I'm going to jump in the shower LOL... Let Rudh enjoy her comfort for just a little bit longer huh?!
What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Loni in Reds
Skin: Glam Affair - Melanie in Asia 05
Tattoos: *PerveTTe* - Little Things for You
Sweater: WONDERLOST - Emily Sweater in Attention
Shorts: Mon Cheri - Frayed Denim Hotpants in Dark Blue (Available until August 21st at the Mesh Body Addicts Fair)
Shoes: FLG Store - Celie Sneakers
Pose: Come Soon - My Lens (Available until August 31st at The Chapter Four)
Chair: HIDEKI - Chair
Desk: Fancy Decor - Cubby Desk RARE
Cabinet: Second Spaces - Monster's Study Gacha Items in Craft Trolley
Clock: [nefarious.inventions] - Le Tic Toc Choc in RARE Unhanded (Available until August 31st at The Gacha Garden)
Shelf: HIDEKI - Door Shelf
Lately my emotions have been causing chaos in my head... I've been letting things that shouldn't and wouldn't normally get to me in ways that have almost caused a breakdown. The mixture of emotions has been huge and although there have been happy times when I do laugh and joke around, recently it's been hard to find a lot of those. Mostly I'm hiding the true feelings away from people and that isn't good... ALTHOUGH last night I had myself a mini epiphany... I now realise... WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING?! The people and things that I am letting myself get bothered by do not matter... If they mattered I'd have talked to those concerned and it wouldn't be an issue... SO, to all the little things that were bugging me... I am done, Fuck this... Let's move on an have a good time!!
Sorry for swearing so much... I don't normally let my potty mouth take over my hands while I am writing here to you, but sometimes you just need to blast out a few bad words... I'm not fake, I do not plagiarise other people's ideas to make them look like my own and I do not manipulate the things people say to make myself seem more important or look better, so for that I know that I'm the better, stronger person after all of this... I AM HAPPY BEING ME!!
I've let off some steam but I need to dance... Shake my booty on the dance floor and let my hair loose! I found the cutest club to do it in too... Tequila SunRise... Just look at the décor, it feels really well put together and looks awesome, but I wonder what the music is like. When I found it, it was empty... I will have to check it when they have a party going on!
My outfit was a bit of a reflection on my mood... The rude word of the day was not only showing in the statement on my awesome Azuchi Emily Crop top, which Mongo pointed out was less underboob and more boob out and that he wasn't complaining LOL, but also on my pretty cute Kibitz Necklace which proudly announced "Fuck You". My shorts too, although they do not come with swear words, are also RealEvil - RealEvil Industries that is hehe.
OK OK I am done, no more ranting and no more bitching LOL... I'm going to be HAPPY RUDHIE again!!! I promise, no more swearing, I'm done cussing like a sailor as they used to say - at least for a little while LOL...
What is she wearing;
Hair: Magika - Empty Gold in 02
Skin: Glam Affair - Melanie in Asia in 05
Choker: {PSYCHO:Byts} - Black Choker Pack in Studs
Necklace: Kibitz - MSG Necklace in Silver Fuck You
Tattoos: *PerveTTe* - Little Things for You
Top: [Azuchi] - Emily Crop Top in Fuck This (Available until July 29th at Mesh Body Addicts)
Shorts: RealEvil Industries - Lana Shorts in Blue 2 (Available until July 30th at The Seasons Story)
Pose: Image Essentials - Emotion 9 (Available until July 31st at Depraved Nation's Boys of Summer Event)
