Glamorous Monsters of the Deep

I guess I'm feeling a bit better, I mean I'm not great, no where near back to normal, but tomorrow I've decided that I'll attempt working again. It won't be an all day thing yet, I'm prone to crying a lot and I KNOW tomorrow is going to be hard... The last time I worked, Mum was still alive, but I'm with colleagues that I will look after me and I'm just trying this out... Wish me luck tomorrow... 
For right now though, I'm going to have to do something that distracts me, and tries to remove that nervous energy I have... The best way to do that is to slip into a little fantasy world, right?! 
The best of those seems to be fairy or, if I'm really needing time away from the real world, Mer.... Today We're under the sea, in the ruins of an abandoned, yet haunting city... 

I love being a mermaid or something monstrous under the sea... I dunno why, I guess it's just my favourite of the fae folk... This time I'm a little more of the sea monster variety, but one that is adorning herself in a million different treasures of the deep... 

What is she wearing;
Tiara: cinphul - Salacia Crown
Hair: [monso] - Tsuki Hair in Black & Red (Available until August 30th at Collabor88)
Head: BeSpoke - Ani Head
Dress & Sleeves: ERSCH - Sedna Dress  (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Tattoo: Lilithe' - Ashiok Tattoos in Faint [FULL]  (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Body Paint & Pearl Fins: Faunus - Merfolk in Teal
Gold Scales: Izzie's - Body Mermaid Scales in Gold
Body pearls: Insomnia Angel - Body Pearls
Bubbles: MoonAmore - Ocean Lover in  Bubbles
Pose & Necklace Prop: [piXit] - Athanasia, Pose F2
Pillars: Amadeus - Pulse of the Sea Pillars in Pillar B Obsidian (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Lighting: Botanical - Underwater Caustics Projector CLUSTER v1 (Available until August 20th at Midnight Order)
Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Aquaria 

Protector of Memories

It's been a while but I think it's time for a little bit of fantasy, somewhere to throw my imagination of too... I haven't been able to focus on anything too taxing since I've had PC issues, and have been working my butt off on my final presentation for work... Today, it was time to let my imagination fly... 
Fly into the magic of time and space, on the wings of a butterfly, for a meeting with a very important fae being... 

She's a celestial being, she floats among the stars, watching the passing of time and assisting the butterflies that carry the memories of the people they belong to... This particular butterfly is not one of her own, it's the butterfly of a family member, the yellow representing their sunny countenance. At the moment she's reflecting the emotions of her person, a blue for the sadness, the loneliness and the worry... 

What is she wearing;
Pearl Tiara: cinphul - Salacia Crown
Horns: [ContraptioN] - Jacob Horns
Large Crystal Halo: HAZEL - MAGIC CRYSTAL HALO
Hair: [monso] - Vena Hair in Black & Red
Mini Crystal Halo: Normandy - Skaoi.Crystals
Circlet: Six Feet Under - Nymph Circlet
Head: BeSpoke - Faun Gazela (FREE GIFT for Fab Free Available until June 18th at The Warehouse Event)
Eyes: Mana - Daemon Eyes
Choker: Kibitz - Lacey Choker in Gray
Necklace: (Yummy) - Layered Crystal Necklace
Wings: Doe - Crystalline Wings in Fairy Friends BGY
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - The Fantastical Nebulous Aura, Starstuff & Heavenly Ranger
Rings: CELESTE - Crystalline Ring Set
Pose & Butterfly Prop: PiXit - Papillon P2, Pose F5R
Backdrop: Synnergy.Tavis - Celestial Backdrop

Protect the Heliodor

Why do things happen in threes?! Why when you have two issues, do you get a feeling of impending doom? Why does everything always seem to happen all at once? The past few days I've been feeling shattered, lost, alone and so separated from family that it hurts more than normal, and that's all due to the fact that my Grandma is in hospital because she keeps fainting and they don't know why... Then to make things better, last night my dog started getting ill and has been weak and lethargic all day. She didn't want to go for a walk to the park, which is a surefire sign that something is wrong... All these things adding up are making me feel monstrous, like I just want to scream and cry and scream some more... 

There is a lot of angry and sad emotion right now, and all I can think of is letting the monster out of the darkness so she can consume me and stop the feelings of desperation and stress...
I wonder if my demon can break through, she is a dangerouslt dark being. Marked by the Angelus - whos body tattoo are from AERTH at Midnight Order - she hides in the Cave of Wonders and protects the Heliodor Crystals with her own Dagger made of Heliodor - from Oblivis, also at Midnight Order... 

What is she wearing; 
Crown: Nefekalum - Ledryth Crown (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Hair: ZAO - Sixty One Hair Pack (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Skin: Fallen Gods Inc - Pure Skin in Ebony Ivory (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Tongue: Dazed - Lucy Demon Tongue
Earrings: cinphul - Vultura in Earring.Puff (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Yellow Tattoo: Fallen Gods Inc - Widow Tattoo (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Black Tattoo: [AERTH] - Angelus Body Tattoos in Black (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Top: The Rotting Lab - Wytch Armor in Leather (No Longer Available!) 
Weapon: [+Oblivis+] - Artifact Heliodor Dagger (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Valkyrie
Pose: [piXit] - Unchained Melody, Pose F2R
Crystals: LORE - Pointy Crystals
Backdrop: Synnergy - Cave of Wonders Backdrop

It's going to get Wilder at the Waltz of the Daemons

The Waltz of the Daemons has started and there are many of the glittering elite of the demonic world has started gathering to attend the soiree. The little demon in me has been invited and she´s wracking her brains trying to work out what to wear... She´s trying a little black magic, to help her decide... Settling on the outfit that is her little black magic voodoo queen...

At Nevgilde Gaard, she´s closest and most intune with nature, she can gather her strength and make sure that she´s looking her very best before she heads to the Waltz at Aenigma.
Her "Wilder" Headdress - from cinphul at Aenigma - resembles the heart of the forest stag, a sign of the magic within. The Waltz is waiting...

What is she wearing;
Headdress: cinphul - Wilder Headdress (Available until December 17th at Aenigma)
Hair: Olive - the Faint Hair
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Ice & Wounds: The Rotting Lab - Skathi's Kiss (Available until December 17th at Aenigma)
Outfit & Halo: CURELESS - Pygmalion's Bride Gacha Items
Staff: Deadly Nightshade - Binding Heart Ritual Staff
Pose: SAPA - Poses 99, Pose 12 (Available until December 17th at Aenigma) 

Home "Sweet" Bad Lands Home!

The whole time that the Bad Lands of Aenigma have been open, you've been allowed into the the world of one of it's inhabitants... You met her raptor accomplice - who was lost to the battles in the Bad Lands - and you've been with her on a food run to the diner, but now she's letting you in where she's most vulnerable! Now you're being allowed into her little sanctuary, the dilapidated shelter that she calls home in the heart of the Bad Lands... 

Not many could love a shack like this, but it's easily defend-able, and it's dry! Two major plus points, I'm sure! It's got all the things she needs, a hammock to sleep in, some water bottles and even old Grit Jerrycans that's have been attached to backpacks for easy carrying - thanks to cinful, they will fit any avatar size, since the straps are modifiable which is great news for avis big and small, but they can also be rezzed to make great props! 

As it may be our last trip into the Bad Lands, this may be the last time you see the kick ass little Rudhie she's become, but the fashion trip she's been on has been one of many post-Apocalyptic rides and it's been a lot of fun... This last look is a little more casual perhaps - in an outfit by BADA - I mean she's chilling at home after all, but maybe she's working on something... She looks kinda grubby - thanks to this Cold War tattoo from DeadBoy.Ink - and her Shelter Goggles - from milkyway - may kinda give that away... Maybe it's some more Bad Lands Jewellery?! I mean she's wearing some epic shinies... A choker of bullets, or an Ammo Choker some might say - from Six Feet Under, that yes I did make just a little bigger so you could see it under her chin more clearly, but it's now one of my new favourite jewellery items! - and this amazing Mayhem Face Chain - a gacha release from unstable for the current Aenigma round - made up of all the little pretties she's found as she's been exploring... As for what she will make next, that's an Aenigma!!! (Sorry it's too punny... I'm laughing out loud, like the lame ass I am hehe). 

I know it's not that clear in the main photo, so I'm being a good girl and including a close-up here so that you can really see the jewellery more closely... 

What is she wearing; 

Goggles: milkyway - Shelter Goggles (Available until July 15th at Aenigma) 

Hair: Magika - Riley 

Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory 

Face & Body Marking: [DeadBoy.Ink] - Cold War (Available until July 15th at Aenigma) 

Face Chain: unstable - Mayhem Gacha Item in Rare Set Face Chain (Available until July 15th at Aenigma)  

Choker: Six Feet Under - Ammo Choker (Available until July 15th at Aenigma) 

Outfit: BADA - Paipai Outfit (Available until July 15th at Aenigma) 

Boots: DRD - Dirty Combats in Gray 

Pose: -Extra- - Broken 

Cans: cinful - Grit Jerrycan in Yellow & Red (Available until July 15th at Aenigma) 

Shelter: DRD - Wasteland Grub Hub Shelter 

Hammock: SAYO - Vice City Gacha Item in Handmade Hammock 

Backdrop, Rocks, Plants & Cacti: (Milk Motion) - Road to Nowhere Gacha Items