Protect the Heliodor

Why do things happen in threes?! Why when you have two issues, do you get a feeling of impending doom? Why does everything always seem to happen all at once? The past few days I've been feeling shattered, lost, alone and so separated from family that it hurts more than normal, and that's all due to the fact that my Grandma is in hospital because she keeps fainting and they don't know why... Then to make things better, last night my dog started getting ill and has been weak and lethargic all day. She didn't want to go for a walk to the park, which is a surefire sign that something is wrong... All these things adding up are making me feel monstrous, like I just want to scream and cry and scream some more... 

There is a lot of angry and sad emotion right now, and all I can think of is letting the monster out of the darkness so she can consume me and stop the feelings of desperation and stress...
I wonder if my demon can break through, she is a dangerouslt dark being. Marked by the Angelus - whos body tattoo are from AERTH at Midnight Order - she hides in the Cave of Wonders and protects the Heliodor Crystals with her own Dagger made of Heliodor - from Oblivis, also at Midnight Order... 

What is she wearing; 
Crown: Nefekalum - Ledryth Crown (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Hair: ZAO - Sixty One Hair Pack (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Skin: Fallen Gods Inc - Pure Skin in Ebony Ivory (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Tongue: Dazed - Lucy Demon Tongue
Earrings: cinphul - Vultura in Earring.Puff (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Yellow Tattoo: Fallen Gods Inc - Widow Tattoo (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Black Tattoo: [AERTH] - Angelus Body Tattoos in Black (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Top: The Rotting Lab - Wytch Armor in Leather (No Longer Available!) 
Weapon: [+Oblivis+] - Artifact Heliodor Dagger (Available until February 20th at Midnight Order)
Sparkles: Cole's Corner - Glitterati & Valkyrie
Pose: [piXit] - Unchained Melody, Pose F2R
Crystals: LORE - Pointy Crystals
Backdrop: Synnergy - Cave of Wonders Backdrop