My Childhood Dreams Of Being Ariel

On Friday night, the one just gone, the Gators had one of their usual random parties... Someone will suggest a theme and BOOM that's the party for the month! So when I suggested Disney, everyone groaned but it seemed like it was a pretty fun and popular choice! 
My biggest problem was WHO WAS I GONNA BE?!! I knew it would be a princess, but there were just so many good choices... Though for ease sake there was only one true option... 

ARIEL!!! 
When I was little and on family vacations with my parents, my sister and I would always pretend to be mermaids... It's something I've not given up as I'm an adult! 
So I guess with that in mind, and a desire to show off my Ariel look, I found the perfect backdrop for my photo - a KraftWork "Inside Out" Pool, available for use at Backdrop City. It was perfect to think back on the days I spent in the pool as a kid being a mermaid... Also kinda silly, but it's my trapped inner mermaid wanted to get out LOL... 
The basic bits of her costume come from #EMPIRE - who made this awesome Beach Day Bikini, which yes I wore in Purple since that's the colour of Ariel's Shells - and a gorgeous Mermaid tail shaped skirt, because a girl has to be able to dance at a party from Indented. Then I added some movie special bits just to give it that Disney Princess flair, like the Half-Deer Fork Bracelet - since a Dinglehopper makes the best hairbrush - and even Ursula's Shell that holds Ariel's voice, which I still haven't been able to make my own sound like no matter how magical the shell is LOL... Just a few bubbles, because "Life is the Bubbles, Under the Sea!" and Ariel me was good to go... Ariel got to see the people dancing! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Truth - Lela in Redheads 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Necklace: erare - Secrets Necklace (No Longer Available!)
Top: #EMPIRE - Beach Day Gacha Item in Bikini Top Mermaid 
Bracelet: Half-Deer - Mermaid's Majesty Gacha Item in Upcycled Fork Bracelet Silver 
Skirt: Indented - Ariel Skirt in Teal 
Bubbles: MoonAmore - Ocean Lover Gacha in Bubbles (Available until June 30th at The Arcade) 
Pose: Image Essentials - Heat, Pose 2 (Available until June 30th at Jersey Shore Fair) 
Backdrop: KraftWork - Inside Out Pool 

A long walk to Nowhere

Job hunting is massively difficult, and I seem to be walking around in circles, walking on the road to no where... It's hard to find a job in a country where you don't really know the language. I'm pushing myself and hoping that everything will work out but I feel like I'm just walking around and around and getting no where fast. It's rather draining, and my happy vibe from earlier this week has slowly withered away... I'm stuck, wandering, and feeling fairly empty... 
Feels like I'm walking down an abandoned road... 

Luckily I had a friend with me, my adorable little Pibble Puppy - an adoption from the recent Jian collection at The Arcade - because everyone needs someone that they can rely on, and he makes me smile, always being cute and silly. I couldn't help but find myself smiling as I wandered the route to Nowhere, and wound up at a little bar in the WHOLE WHEAT region. 
It seems like relief after all that wandering and loneliness, needing to wash her dusty jeans and shirt - from Blueberry and cheeky - and the backpack on her back feeling a little heavy, I guess that I'm channelling my inner feelings out into pictures. 
For now I guess I have to just keep on walking! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: TRUTH - Rumor in Redheads 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Top: cheeky - Phara, My Morning Shirt in Black (Available until June 22nd at Suicide Dollz) 
Bag: DRD - Wasteland Backpack in Brown  
Jeans: Blueberry - Mia Jeans in Faded 
Pose: Image Essentials - Vogue 2 (Available until June 24th at Jersey Shore) 
Dog: Jian - Playful Pibbles in 7. White Companion Pup (Available until June 30th at The Arcade) 

Tattoos on a Biker Chick

One of my favourite things about SL is that I can be covered in tattoos and scars... I'm never normally seen without at least one scar on my face and my major tattoo all over my torso and arms, but the reason I love them so much here is possibly because I'm too chicken to have anything done in RL. I want a RL tattoo, I have the idea in my mind, and am in talks with a friend of HellBone's to possibly get one, but when it comes to Rudh, I have no problem covering her in tattoos because, well, Pain Free!!! 

I've worn tattoos for a long while now, and I will admit that I tend to be a little picky about them... I LOVE Mandala style tattoos, don't ask me why, I know there are so many different styles out there and it's just the one that I seem most in love with. There are also a LOT of stores that cater to my favourite style tattoos, but I have to say that I am always drawn back to the tattoos at White Widow. I love their quality, and designs, and this "Spotlight" Tattoo is one that I have worn for a long while now. It was exciting to think about tattoos, when I discovered this awesome little tattoo shop at TM8, while looking for a location to show off my adorable new top, and tease with the cute new pants too... 
The tops of these pants that you can see are a bit of a tease I know, they are a new release from WONDERLOST at the Vintage Fair, and I'm hoping to be able to show you them full length sometime soon LOL... It was the top though that I really wanted to share with you right now. It's a new release from Nightmare - which can be picked up at the main store - and it's cute with the top and bra combination. The Bra comes in a few different colours, and the tops have varying things written on them, many of them labels for MC members, such as President, Sgt@Arms and Prospect. I've asked Nightmare's owner if there will ever be a Secretary one added because well, that's the one I really need, but for now being labelled an asshole works because it makes me laugh! Many people would probably agree with it! I'm hoping there are at least a few that wouldn't?! 
Plus it's really handy to show off all that extra space which would be perfect for a new tattoo... What should I get I wonder?! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Truth - Rumor in Redhead 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Tattoos: [White Widow] - Spotlight in Black 
Top & Bra: Nightmare - Cryst Top Set 
Jeans: WONDERLOST - Donna Bell Bottom Jeans (Available until June 25th at Vintage Fair) 
Pose: Image Essentials - Vogue 4 (Available until June 24th at Jersey Shore) 

Fairytale Poetry

Mirror Mirror on my Blog, 

I'm peeking through the strange blue fog.

Trying to see the Doll today, 

she's brutally scarred and bloody, hooray. 

A Crown of Belial upon her dead head, 

a dirty face mask that's soaked in blood red. 

This Living Dead Doll's a Zombie Queen, 

looking back at me from my PC Screen. 

I know, I know I got a little creative today, but for some reason while I was editing this picture, it became a little bit of a fairytale in my mind... I couldn't help it, my mind just ran away with me. 
It started with the amazing new wounds released by CUREMORE in the Scar Tissue Gacha. It's a collection with some amazing new facial wounds - which I HAD TO HAVE - plus eyes, wounds for the body and hands and the dirty looking masks too... It was hard to choose which I wanted to share here, so I went for an eye scar, cheek scar, some allergic eyes and a mask - but rest assured this isn't going to be the last time you see this set mentioned! 
It was the addition of the Crown of Belial - a Nightmare Release for the current round of Suicide Dollz - that sparked the seeds of Fairytale Villain in my mind. 

What is she wearing;
Crown: Nightmare - Crown of Belial (Available until June 25th at Suicide Dollz) 
Hair: Truth - Wind in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Eyes, Facial Scars & Mask: Curemore - Scar Tissue Gacha Items 
Pose: Image Essentials - Vogue 2 (Available until June 24th at Jersey Shore) 

Vintage Movies

Not been back in Holland long and so far everything seems to have been non-stop action... There were Gator things to do, including a wedding of my MC brother and sister - Mas and Anisa! I had photography that needed to be caught up on, and blogging to do, and I had to work too, but tonight all that stops once again as HellBone and I are having a second date night... Last night, we were rocking out with Five Finger Death Punch and today is the turn of Mr. Rob Zombie YAY!!! Two of my favourite bands in two days!!! OH MY GAH!!! 
I have decided though that Rudh shouldn't just be forgotten... She's been allowed on on the town for a little bit of Vintage Glamour! 

She's going to a movie a the WHOLE WHEAT Vintage Movie Theatre... It's unusual that the RL me is doing something more exciting than her and she deserves a little rest time hehe... 
Of course she had to dress for the part though, and luckily there is a little event running now called Vintage Fair - which runs until June 25th I should say - and it was at this event she stumbled upon the perfect outfit. Her dress is one from Nightmare, a High Tea Dress, with just the right rockabilly 50's feel to it, and YES she's wearing it with pink! Teamed with a matching coloured pair of Bouvardia Heels from Empire, she looks perfect for the part and definitely fits that vintage theatre look!! 
I hope a good movie is showing for her... As for the real me, I'm still coming down from an FFDP high and I warn you, it's probably going to be worse tomorrow LOL... Good luck everyone! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: Truth - Imani in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Dress: Nightmare - High Tea Dress (Available until June 25th at Vintage Fair) 
Shoes: #EMPIRE - Bouvardia 
Pose: Image Essentials - Bold and Brassy in B&B 4 (Available until June 24th at Jersey Shore)