Pretty like Neon Trash

Today I feel like absolute trash... I am tense and on edge, I want to go home and the homesickness is kicking my butt today, I cannot stop the tears from flowing at anything and everything. I'm hanging on and trying to stay on top of everything, carrying on as normal, and HOPING that by the middle of July I'll be able to travel to see my parents... Right now, I'm fighting to stay on top of things and running on autopilot, but I'm sorry to everyone around me, and if I get on your nerves please just put me out with the trash!!!

I'm definitely feeling like trash... Glittery, shiny, rainbow, but still trash... Just dump me to the curb - on Tuesday as that's our garbage collection day - and hope that they take me away! 
I have fallen back in love with bright neon lights and dark, more gothic, looks lately - as soon as I've been done taking bright bubbly pictures, it's been back into the black - and this outfit from Psycho Barbie has been a go to dress lately... The flames come in a range of different bright tones to match your moods, and all it needs are a few metal spikes - like the ones on my hair band and around my neck - and perhaps a little more fishnet and it's an outfit of perfect... Least I think so... 

What is she wearing;
Hair: [BURLEY] - Glitch (No Longer Available!)
Skin: amara beauty - Freya in Ivory
Collar: CULT - Spike Collar
Outfit: Psycho Barbie - Rebel Dress
Shoes: REIGN - SIMONE Thigh High Heels in Fishnet
Pose: FOXCITY - Lippy, Pose 1
Backdrop: FOXCITY.  Photo Booth - Wait Here 

My Little Deadicorn

HellBone and I have a bit of a joke sometimes, about the fact that Rudh is part mermaid, part unicorn and therefore totally awesome. It's a running joke since he bought me a gorgeous notebook with the phrase emblazoned across the front of it. It's kinda true, I do focus on these two fairytale beings a lot and no matter what the style they tend to be my go-to characters, unless I'm a dead doll of course. 
I will admit though that sometimes I can get a little excited when I can combine the love of dead things with the adorable fairytale beings that I love... Today is one of those days... Today I'm a Deadicorn! 

Using crazy fantasy as a distraction from RL is one of the best things about SL, I can slip into my own little fairytale world and nothing can bring me down.
As soon as I saw this Unicorn Horn from MERCIER at the last round of Suicide Dollz - which closes today and will re-open soon with a new line-up - I had to have it... I'm not sure that Rudh was so impressed though, clearly as her horns pushed through it hurt, you can tell by the look in her eyes! 
Clearly though, my own version of My Little Pony is more than a little warped!!!

What is she wearing;
Hair: BURLEY - Amara in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Small Horns & Wounds: {aii} - Kintsukuroi Horns 
Big Horn: MERCIER - Bloody Unicorn Horn (Available until August 3rd at Suicide Dollz)
Eyes: CUREMORE - Scar Tissue Gacha Items in Allergic Eyes 
Mascara Tears: ARISE - Running Mascara 6 
Tears: Izzie's - Little Tears 
Dress: DRD - Wasteland Torn Tank in Green (Available until August 6th at Indie Teepee) 
Pose: Signature Pose - Hanging On 

Rally to Rescue the Pitbulls

Sunday Morning, the sun is shining, and I'm thinking that I'll start today with a coffee and then perhaps a LONG walk in the park with my doggie... I know that tomorrow it's going to be back to reality, talking to lawyers and dealing with RL issues, but for now... AHHHHHH Relaxing time! 
Walking in Second Life seems to be something that I actually enjoy doing at the moment too... Sounds a bit weird, but it's such an amazing way to explore the beautiful sims that people spend so long creating, so just like in RL I grab a fluffy friend and head out for a walk to explore... 

A gorgeous location to explore - if you haven't been there already - is Fall Trace, a gorgeous wetland area, with lots of little places to just sit back and enjoy the peace and quiet!
Today I have a new friend to walk with me, well I say today but I've actually had him for a while now it's just the first time that he's coming out to play... He's a little Pitbull from Psycho.Byts. 
These puppies have been released in 5 different fur colours by Psycho.Byts at the Rally to Rescue event being hosted by the Ghost Bullys MC. Each puppy comes in two different hold poses and a static sit pose. 
The puppies, along with some cute designs by 35 other designers will be available until March 20th at Rally to Rescue, with all proceeds going to support Animal Rescues!
Pitbulls have been given a bad reputation by society, but it's not the fault of the dogs it's a fault of a minority of people that claim their ownership... Let's not let these poor, innocent animals suffer, head on over to the event today and help raise money for a worthy cause... You never know, you like me may find yourself a new friend to walk with!!! 

What is she wearing;
Hair: BURLEY - Amara in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Outfit: 'M.BIRDIE - Leah Look in Clothing A2 (Available until March 31st at The Arcade) 
Pet: PSYCHO.Byts - Young Pitbull in 1 Black (Available until March 20th at Rally to Rescue) 
Knee Wound: A*S - Bloody Knees 
Boots: katat0nik - Old Boots in Gray (Available until March 31st at The Arcade) 
Pose: Signature Pose - Not Hindered, Pose Set 24 

Corruption of a Doll

Back just a day and already feeling a bit worn out LOL... What does that tell you about how chaotic life can be when you're just living your everyday normality? 
There has been so much shopping to catch up on it's been like an exercise programme and in RL I'd have built up a lot of muscle carrying all those shopping bags by now hehe, but while I'm working on trying to get a little Whore Couture shopping done, the blogger and photographer in me says "SHARE THAT AWESOME PICTURE"... Get Me In HUD set to work, time for a little rest and relaxation... 
It's an exciting one for me, and I love the way that it came out too... 

Just before I went on vacation, I sent an application to a store that I'd recently fallen in love with to see if there was any possibility that I could blog for them... WOULD YOU BELIEVE THAT I WAS ACCEPTED?!!! I almost screamed when I realised! 
Nightmare is a fairly new - at least new to me - store that specialises in the somewhat dark and macabre side of life, often with a pretty twist to things. The designs for make-ups and clothing all seem perfect for the living dead doll side of me and I couldn't get enough when I saw the creations! 
For my first post of Nightmare products I went back to the rainy location that is One Caress, where the Corruption - of an already corrupt - doll began anew. 
Dressed all pretty, with her white Sweet Thing dress and pearls from MiWardrobe, she sheltered from the rain in a house filled with dolls... Problem was she was touching things, and she tried on an awesome looking AsteroidBox collar. It wasn't long before her body began to tingle, her skin on her face and neck - although it does show in other places hidden by the dress too - felt like they were on fire as The Corruption - Nightmare's amazing make-up and body tattoo - took hold of her. 
What did she learn? Not to touch things in strange places, but would she do it again... Oh Definitely!

What is she wearing;
Hair: BURLEY -  Glitch in Reds 
Skin: Glam Affair - Seya in Europa 2 
Left Eye: [theSkinnery] - Demon Eye Set in Colour 2 
Right Eye: SUICIDAL UNBORN - Phantom Eyes in V2 
Make-Up: Nightmare - The Corruption 
Collar: AsteroidBox - Leather Spike Collar in Black 
Pearls: MiWardrobe - Audrey Necklace in Grey  
Dress: Sweet Thing - Melanie Dress in White Skelly 
Pose: Signature Pose - Worship, Pose Set 23